Have you ever found a book (or series) - or maybe had one recommended to
you - that you initially weren't sure about, but then it stole your
heart and turned you into a raving, die-hard fan? We'll call it a Book,
just to differentiate here from books that you love or that have meaning
for you, but didn't affect you in that certain special way. Everyone
has a Book. Some people have more than one. Some have more than a few.
But even if you've read several Books in your life, there's always room
for one more. In fact, I spend most of my book-browsing time looking for
a new Book, one that will take it's place next to the others on the
bookshelf of my heart (sorry, I know it's cheesy, but you get what I
mean). I've been lucky to find many such Books throughout my life:
Harry Potter was the biggest one, of course, but sitting next to it are
The Night Circus,
Alice's Adventures in Wonderland,
the works of John Green,
The Perks of Being a Wallflower (though I'll admit to being late to
that particular party), Stephen King's
On Writing, and maybe a couple
more (
Shakespeare just has a whole shelf to himself). These are the
Books that I recommend most often. They are the ones I can always go
back to when I'm feeling sad, lonely, or maybe just a little nostalgic.
Not too long ago, Michelle gave me an arc that she thought I might like.
It was Rainbow Rowell's
Eleanor and Park. I thought it looked
interesting, but it certainly didn't look like a Book, so I didn't
expect much more than an enjoyable read. I liked the cartoon-ish cover. I
liked that it took place in the 80's. I even liked the title. So I took
it home and decided I'd read it if I found the time.
I don't remember when I started the book, but I vividly remember
finishing it. It was the middle of the night, and I was sitting on the
balcony outside my apartment, facing the large pond in the center of the
complex. It was dark, it was quiet, but even if I would have been in
the middle of a hurricane, I wouldn't have noticed. I was completely
absorbed in that unassuming little book. I finished it sitting on that
balcony, and I remember feeling both amazing and empty at the same time.
My thought we're going a mile a minute, and I could hardly focus on
anything. I felt like I was waking up from a vivid dream, not sure what
was dream and what was reality.
It's a quiet book, and because it's so quiet, you hear what it's saying
all the more powerfully. It's a story about rising above hard
circumstances, bullying, living life, dealing with the bad times and
appreciating the good, and of course, at the root of it all, friendship
and love and how the two intertwine in strange and wonderful ways.
Eleanor isn't a perfect girl. She's not the typical teenager. She defies
stereotype in so many ways. So does Park. They are not "two teenagers
in love," they are just wholly themselves. Best of all, they feel real.
They feel believable. I feel like I know them, like there's more of them
to know than what's written on the page. It was a beautiful thing to
read and experience.
As soon as I finished
Eleanor and Park, I knew it was a Book. I knew I
was going to recommend it to as many people as I possibly could convince
to read it.
Eleanor and Park convinced me of the genius of Rainbow
Rowell, but I couldn't help believing that
Eleanor and Park was an anomaly.
It was different. Even if I read Rowell's other works, they couldn't
ever compare to
Eleanor and Park. It's just not possible that an author
can write two books (not in a series) that could be that wonderful.
Then
I read
Fangirl.
Reading
Fangirl was an entirely unique experience, even different from
Eleanor and Park. I could relate to
Eleanor and Park. Just about anyone
could, I'm sure, because they're the kind of characters that go deep, no
matter what your high school experience was like (In fact, mine was
nothing like theirs). But I connected with
Fangirl on an entirely
different level. This was the first time in my life that I've ever felt
so completely like I was reading pieces of my own life and mind on the
pages of a book. I couldn't put the book down. And even when I had to, I
couldn't stop raving about it. It just felt so strongly that Rainbow
Rowell, a person I've never met, GOT me. She understood the things that
people never understand. She knows what it's like to love something so
much that it becomes as much a tangible part of your life as the people
you talk to every day. She understands how it feels to be misunderstood,
ridiculed, looked at strangely, or just plain reviled for the fact that
you love something that much. She also gets the immediate connection
you feel when you find another person who feels the same way, who loves
the same things. I couldn't believe how much absolute truth I found in
her fiction. And I know it's not just me. Tons of others feel the same
way about
Fangirl. I have a tumblr. I've seen it. I've watched people
fall in love with
Fangirl through their posts on Tumblr and twitter and
blogs. It's an amazing experience to be part of a fandom for something
that exemplifies fandom in such a unique way.
Fangirl, for those who don't know, is about Cath, a fanfiction-writing
fangirl for the Simon Snow series (a fictional series, unfortunately).
Cath's novel-length fanfiction, Carry On Simon, is famous, read by tons
and tons of Simon Snow fans all around the world. The story focuses on
Cath through her first year of college as she navigates new friends,
dorm life, classes, family trouble, and love, all while trying to finish
Carry On Simon before the last Simon Snow book is released and the
story ends forever. Cath struggles with how to find a place for Simon
Snow in her life as she enters adulthood, something I know many fans of
many things (ahem...Harry Potter, anyone?) have struggled with over the
years. Can it still hold the same special place in your heart now as it
did when you were a child? Are you ever too old for something? Can you
be a fangirl/boy AND a respectable adult simultaneously?
Fangirl
explores all these questions as it follows shy, introverted Cath through
her hectic, hilarious, relatable, and often poignant first year of
college. This book is required reading for anyone who has ever been
proud to call themselves a geek or a nerd. This book is fandom in words.
It's a beautiful thing.
So, to sum up this rather lengthy post: Read Rainbow Rowell. You won't
regret it. There's even a good chance she could change your life, that
these books could become Books for you too. And that's a chance you
should always take.